Monday, May 4, 2009

So Small


It's small, but this is me and my cousin Kara, my mom, my auntie Sarah, My grandmother, Erma Beth, and my great grandmother, Georgia. Gramma George.
And our dog, Josephine. Four generations is an incredible thing.

Up North


In Vermont, this is a new thing.

BS


'nuf said.

Chicken


These things are pretty beautiful. This doesn't capture how green their eyes are.
When Jesse hears me talking to other girls I think all he hears is, "braaaaaaak, brak brak bock".
A joke I came up with: "The chickens are all real left wingers; every time I confront them about the state of the garden, they just say, 'Baraaaaaak', as though it's all that needs be said."
I am really good at coming up with ground-breaking jokes, by the way.
Not at all.

Sweet Hearts


Another dog clock. Totally piercing.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Love


This is me and Jesse before our show at the Iron Horse. He bought a suit thing at goodwill for the occasion. I changed shirts 4 times. And we were sitting there, all ready, ready to go wait somewhere, as usual. It's such a stressful couple of hours. You're ready, and you just want to: GO! but, you can't, so you wait.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

The Secret Life of Cinderblocks, Part I


I saw a man pursuing the horizon. I told him, "you can't--" "No!" he roared, And ran on. --Paraphrased from something I once read

The Secret Life of Cinderblocks, Part II


Amazing--the small worlds all around us. Galaxies on motes of dust, and this is the pull out view. And it is the abandoned-looking front porch steps.

Foghorn Leghorn


Peas peas please peas appease some pea-diddly-dees! PPPP P Peas!!

The Artist Formerly Known as “The Yellow Teapot”


Well, folks, that's about the long and short of it. I can't wait to see it up. I always thought the old sign looked tiny. Oooh. The world is full of optical illusions. Maybe just plain old illusions.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Violence

The other day we had moved the chicken tractor to the garden. Jesse's been doing a bunch of stuff out there, and we had been putting up the fence around the garden. I'm thinking about the chickens giving us eggs, pooping beneficially and also doing some much-needed mowing. I'm thinking about the vegetable bounty to come, and the tiny sprouting calendula doing their journey thing, and then. . . . THEN. . .
Our neighbor comes out of his trailer and walks across what used to be a yard and is now a parking lot dedicated to his collection of junky pieceashit cars. He’s talking on his phone and he’s carrying, no, setting down, a few cardboard pieces and a bunch of Styrofoam packing, and, what’s this? He’s setting fire to it!
Great plumes of black smoke belched from the burning chemicals. Jesse and I just looked at each other and shook our heads. Jesse likes to comment on peoples’ stupidity loudly, and in this case, I hope that stupid man heard.

How can that happen when the information is impossible to miss?

Monday, March 23, 2009

Moon


Moon in Virgo--that's me, Sun in Pisces--that's Jesse. Books on the subject say of this combination in a relationship, "Run Away!"
But it's very hard to run away from a man whose flaws are (barely) outnumbered by his more lovely qualities. And he's just a sight for sore eyes, even when I haven't had relief from him and his ways for days days days.
I was looking at some emails at about 10:36 pm on March 10th and I opened one that said, "the full moon in Virgo will appear at 10:37 pm on March 10th. Well! I ran outside and the sky was clear and the moon was beaming down on me and it and the universe are doing this thing to me--marrying me to a more difficult, more rewarding series of events, and I have not been fighting it. Which is good, because if I had I would be seriously, multifacetedly, black and blue now.
So, I raised my arms to the sky, trying to imbibe the SHEER POWER (Believe it or not), and I smelled the damp earth and then this f'ing dog who comes around, I call him Todd, started barking, and I was like, "Shut up Todd!" and he did. And I turned my attention back to the silvery moon, and it was good.

American Gothic with Camaro in Background


I am so excited about our garden this year. I built that little greenhouse in December and we have radishes, mustard greens, micro-greens and spinach in there. And we got some chickens for whom Jesse built a sweet little chicky tractor. And wonderful Molly Dodge came over with a load of mulch and made many of our dreams of deep rich dark beautiful soil come true. Thanks to Betsy and Molly for helping us spread it all around. And for bringing the poop of many chickens.

Personally. . .

When wondering what materials I wanted to work with in my "career", I thought along the lines of some gloriously pigmented scratch-goo; papers and syrupy paint; wire; fire; decibles, perhaps. The very furthest materials from my mind were plastic, excrement, adult rash ointment, chocolate smelling lotion, pollygrip. I mean, that's still the case, but I've been working with extremely old people lately as part of a class I'm taking. This is an experience that forces me to picture the childhood and adult versions of these stick figures who now need feeding and bathing and compare those ghosts to my current self. Simultaneously, quietly, hesitatingly, it's pushing the question: will my mind someday turn traitor and leave me with only a whistle and a moan? My body Benedict Arnolding me, becoming tiny, shriveled, creaking audibly? No. I suppose not. I mean, I really can't imagine it. I'm sure not.
Many are so confused I have to wonder what reality they are seeing and reacting to. It's certainly different that mine, which may or may not be correct. I only wish they could make the best of altered reality. Maybe that's the whole shame.
When I leave the facility, I look around at people on the street, in the grocery store—there are actual babies out there—and I'm screaming in my mind, "LOOK AT HOW YOUNG AND VERILE WE ARE!! WE'RE ABSOLUTELY DAZZLING!"

A rose, is a rose, is a. . . rose.


Unusual tongue


Well, I've decided that there is no god beside Haribo. They're just better. They're. . . somehow, gummier? And mostly things are not the same old crap. Newness is so good for this old gal. I'm aging. As are you, but I'm going about 5 years a day now. I'm 109 right now.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Dog Clock

A clock, and there’s a watercolor painting of a dog in it.

Glasses


Well, don’t I look smart. This is the first step to personalizing this blog. I thought it was professional to have just artwork on it, but it’s not as fun. I want to have something interesting, but not quite a journal. Yet, what is one to say? We rent. I have a greenhouse, my spinach babies are not going great guns, and we have no money. NO Money. Just, like none. I don’t know what we’ll do. Not a pity, we’ll figure it out. The state of “poor” well, t’aint so bad really. Makes you think about what you really need, do you need it? Is something free just as good? My former cheapness has been amplified (as impossible as that must seem) and, darn it, I don’t mind. Just look at these glasses—they were free!

So sweet


Other things: Ever hear of this Saturn returns thing? Maybe too out-there for some people. I don’t care, I say, if it seems to make sense, then why not take a little something from it.
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We just watched Kung fu Panda and Jesse just karate chopped me and I thought I erased this whole thing, but it turns out that a little edit, undo corrected the whole incident.

I love this little guy. Such a Cutie.


I can’t wait to start the waitressing season again!! This is inside-head-idea-modification. I can’t wait!!! I can’t wait to wait! So soon I’ll be serving lovers Valentine’s meals, oh it will be so romantic. So romantic.
Yes!!!! I’m going to be bringing food to people!!!! YES!!!!
And, working at a resident care facility!!!!!! I will meet wonderful people who happen to be very old or with not-so-working bodies, and I can’t wait to meet them and take care of them. Actually, I really can’t. I have an easier time thinking of that than of –Starting the waitressing season (!!!!!!!!!) Weddings!!!! Oh weddings, and dinner service!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!! SALT AND PEPPER!!!!! SPOONS!!!!!!!!
Hey, it all boils down to T I P S! And those are good things. I am a geisha. That is my goal. The elegance, not the sexual favors.

clock dogs


There's all this stuff. I've been wondering if I should make the blog into something a little more personal.
Well, it’s the dead of winter here. That means 55 degrees and a lot of rain. Everything’s brown, you know what I mean. I am taking a class where I learn to wash my hands.

Today, disaster. Kitten disaster. She was in the music room, fucking around with everything as usual, and she tipped over a piece of bead board, which tipped over onto my guitar on it’s stand, and then pushed the guitar over onto a chair a la Million Dollar Baby, and my baby broke her neck. Clean off. If Jesse’s bass hadn’t met the same fate just one month ago I would think less of it, but as it is, I feel jinxed. Maybe this house just can’t stand us being here all the time. I don’t know. But, it’s expensive. I know that. Oh, she rang like silver and she shined like gold, and she shook it.
But she won’t for a while. Oh it makes me sick.
And, my instant messenger won’t work. I was trying to talk to my cousin, and it pooped. WOE IS Me. Oh mercy, woe is me.
I kid. Everything’s as beautiful and magical as it used to be.

Box


Monday, December 15, 2008

I knew something looked wrong about chi wa wa s, but, what, what's missing? My spellcheck was a traitor. Chihuahuas.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Flowers Who Can See You


This is a little shadow box thingy that I thought would be a nice wedding present for my friend who just got married. In the usual way, I did not finish it til after the wedding, but it had to go through the obvious incarnations before it really worked.
The doves are like love. LOVE! All you need is it!!

It's rustic, y'all!


Mom and dad were out and we went for a little hike at that picnic spot before paint rock, on the other side of the road, you know? Last year it was full of ticks and when Jesse and I and Blue all went for a hike, we got home and, Jesse was clean, even Blue was pretty clean, but I had like 20 ticks on me that I kept finding at intervals even though I had showered to within an inch of my life—anyway, when I and mom, (see what a bitch grammar is?) dad, Jesse, and blue went up there in September, it was beautiful and sunlit and I found a bunch of amazing things. At one point we were all holding these enormous pinecones all saying, “look at thi. . . oh.” at the same time. I found reds and softs and twiggies and conie-pines and mu mu mushrooms and. . . no ticks! So I strung them out on this wreath thingy that I found at the dump. I forgot that wire picks work best, so it’s wrapped in upholstery thread leftover from Diana and the Button Days. Reminds me of me mam and da.

I did this clock over four times for perfection reasons. This is the first draft. I like drawing dogs, but the other night I was listening to a boring book about a psychopath twin thing and stopped listening somewhere near when there’s a startling discovery, and started narrating the drawing a la Bob Ross, and it was like, “first we take some brown, and then a little more brown, make sure the brush is saturated with brown because dogs are brown- or black—in that case get a lot of black on your brush. Finally, use the brown or the black to render a dog! The dogs are all so cute and they’re so well taken care of. I like that. This week I did three clocks which I forgot completely to take pictures of, they were a lab and a fuzzy terrier thing, Chloe and Sam, and a wrinkly underwear-stealer called Atticus and then these two tiny chihuahuas wearing Steeler jerseys (football team) and they are so eager and adorable, and the clock was, thank god, Steeler themed. Don’t worry about that. Gold and Black. Got it.

Greenhouse


In Vermont, my hometown, it is 27 degrees, there is snow, more so in the hills. Nevertheless, two things are happening, the auger in my parents’ pellet stove is delicately pushing pellets down the fun-world slide, into the hot heat, delivering an economical and conscious heat—and here, in 52 degree Hot Springs, in a tiny 3 by 6 frame, my delicious little spinach babies are popping out of the soil as though it were spring itself. Nice.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Beautiful beautiful beautiful chairs



Okay, believe me, I know, I haven't posted much in a while. . . Sorry. I've been busy, with. . . well, I made seat covers for these chairs. They're his and hers. See if you can tell which one's which.

They were so ugly before, you have no idea. One was the color of diarrhea, ripped up and stained, and the other was just. . . really ugly. Pukey, you know? It was like totally gross that we sat in those horrible chairs for so long. Ick.

Also, not so much with the dog clocks lately. We bumped the price, because, not only are they a hand made piece of art, but the personalized watercolor of the dog takes a long time, and where is a person going to get that from at such a price? So. I do have a couple of boxers coming up and they are full of it. It's going to be a good one. Perhaps that mixed with the gas crisis of Asheville and the slumping economy are to blame. And I've stopped doing art and am instead reading everything Steven King has ever written.

Do not read "The Shining" (read it!) it is so scary.

Friday, September 26, 2008

Who are you, in Mountain View? It is amazing to see how many people ALL OVER THE WORLD have looked at this country girl's blog. Amazing.

Alfred E. Newman


This is my Da's partner, Alvin, and he wants a dog clock of himself to give to his wife (who will love it?).